I'm exhausted...

I started my new schedule yesterday and let me tell you... My body does not like it at all. I don't know how accurate my weigh ins are going to be because I really am not getting much sleep. I have to readjust to getting up early and going to bed early. *sigh* Hopefully it won't take too long though. Anyway, down to 204.9lbs. Either way, I was excited to see that on the scale. =o) Just wanted to keep everyone updated. I haven't disappeared. I am just trying to get used to being up before the sun is even thinking about coming up. LOL Ok... Nap time because my body is screaming at me for only getting 4 hours of sleep last night. I'll check up on everyone when I wake up. =o)

Very nice loss. C2

Down 1.3lbs this morning. I guess my scale isn't remembering last weight. We will see what it says tomorrow. I start my new schedule tomorrow. 0400-1230. Shouldn't be bad, I just hate having to get up that early. Just mixed my last 40 days worth of injections. I am filling them now. I am debating on making another purchase, in case I need to do another round/cycle after these 40 days are done. I have only 41lbs to go but am thinking I may want to go down to 150lbs. We will see. One day at a time. One pound at a time. I am just excited that I will hit Onederland this week!!!! YAY Life is GOOD!

Back to P2 - Cycle 2

Hey everyone... Just wanted to update you all. I have started back on P2 today. No plans for tonight so might as well start the week off right!!! I started out slightly higher then my LIW (.8lbs) but I am not going to complain. I had recently bought a new scale but I don't think that I like it so I will most likely be taking it back and getting the same one that I had before. This one seems to remember the last weight but I am not positive. I will have to see during this phase. P3 isn't really a good time to see if your new scale is actually working or not since you are suppose to stabilize. =o) 

I start my new job on Wednesday. I have been feeling extremely anxious and somewhat depressed the last couple of days. I am not sure if it is because of the new job, the fact that my roommates are all gone and I am not necessarily used to being by myself, or for other reasons I will leave out of this post. I think it may be all of the above. I do have a history of anxiety and depression. Also not going to get into the history of that. These issues were not weight related but personal relationship related. So, I am starting to worry and thinking that I need to make an appointment to see someone. I really am a roller coaster when it comes to this. I will be fine for months and then not be fine. I have done well for the last year and a half. Only had a couple of episodes but in the past 4 months it has been hitting me hard and even harder the last week or so. UGH. Oh I have also decided that it is time for my new tattoo. It will be a memorial for my grandfather. I will wait until I am in P3 again since they will be using tons of Vaseline when they do it and I don't want to jeopardize my journey to Onederland!!! Only 7.8lbs to go!!! WAHOO!!! Well, I better go. Time to check up on everyone and see how you all are doing. Happy Releasing/Maintaining.

Soo... Good news!!! Actually AWESOME NEWS!!!

I got the job!!! I have known for a about a week now but thing have been so busy with the ex moving out and dealing with the storage unit, plus my roommates ex just passed. It has been nuts. So yeah... And there is other news but I will wait to post that because there are certain people that are trying to be sneaky and read my blog. IDK why I am worrying about anyone else's feelings but yeah. So my roommate introduced me to one of her coworkers. =o) I thought I would be totally against it because he just moved out but I guess I really did separate and get over it months ago. That's rather horrible of me. Anyway, me and B have just been hanging out and getting to know each other, which is nice. It's not often that, in this day and age, people just rush into relationships without first knowing the other person. Aside from that, he does have a child and that changes everything. Plus, although I have been over the relationship, T just left and I'd rather take the time to get to know B then just rush into something else. I have a lot to focus on with my new job, which I start next Wednesday, and looking for a new place, and I am not sure what else. LOL I just feel like there is a lot going on and there really isn't anything more then normal. =o) Either way, things seem crazy busy. I will be starting the next cycle on Monday. I have an appt with the gyno on Tuesday. I know some people say that it won't show up on a test, but I am worried it will so thinking maybe I should hold off until after my appt??? But I DON'T WANT TO!!! Lol I want to get this round started like 2 weeks ago!!! Hope everyone is well... Have to go get ready for work. Talk to you all soon!

Damn you TOM.

Up 1.8lbs today but that's because TOM decided to show up a week early. Now I have to reschedule my doctors appt on Tuesday. Damn you TOM! Anyway, working right now. I am planning a coworker/friends babyshower and can't wait to see the cake design. I spent an hour on the phone w the cake maker and will have the "blueprints" for the cake shortly. Can't wait to see what it looks like. Anyway, back to work. I'll check up on everyone later.

Steady as she goes

Sticking to 207.5 for the last week now. WAHOO!!! I have decided to go until Feb 15th with this P3 cycle. I want to be able to enjoy whatever Valentine's Day plans that I have. As of right now, things are still up in the air but it is a week away. I have news on two different subjects but I will announce when all is official. And trust me, they are both AWESOME! Anyway, heading off to bed. Have a busy Friday and Saturday. Back to the grind tomorrow. Hope everyone is well. Thank you for the continued support even though I am not updating as often right now. Life gets busy and I have to pull away from some things at times, BUT I am staying strong with this P3. Time to catch up real quick then sleep.

P3 Update

It's been about a week and I am sorry I haven't updated sooner. Things have been really good for me actually. I have stayed within the 2lb mark! I dropped down to 205.6 while I was in Cali, which was AWESOME by the way. Then up to 208.6. I have just been eating clean for the most part. We have had a couple of parties in the last few days, to celebrate Bdays and just because. Hehe. I have been good for the most part. Last night I did have a couple of cocktails but still not over the 2lbs. I will be doing clean P3 eating for the rest of the week and then start back on P2 for Monday. My sister and friends were so excited to see the smaller me. I can actually wear my sisters pants now and she can fit my shirts. It's so awesome bc she even said that she has never seen me this small before. Anyway, time to head out to the grocery store and run some errands. Oh btw, I am officially single. He moved out while I was gone. Kind of an easy way out for him, but it definitely saved me the trouble of ending things. It's nice to be single again. Not jumping back into the dating game yet but it will be happening soon enough. Happy releasing/maintaining. Hope everyone is well.