Looong week ahead

Ok, in all honesty, I haven't been super strict this past weekend. Mr S left for San Diego today. He will be gone for the whole week. ::sigh:: Not looking forward to it but hopefully it will go by extremely fast. Needless to say, we were eating out and what not all weekend. We spent Saturday night, sweating our butts off at a concert; and Sunday, we spent a good portion of the day walking around the city. It has been raining and cloudy pretty much all week so as soon as the sun came out, we took advantage of it. I was watching what I ate, for the most part. I had cheese and some oil on a salad. It came pre-dressed. It's cool though. I will make it up this week while he is gone. Oh, I had a doctor's appointment today. I have been on anti-anxiety meds for the past month. My doctor said that he could tell a difference from the last time that I was there. He said he could tell, in my voice and my attitude, that I was happier and things seemed to be improving. I have to admit, I feel a lot better. Before, I was ALWAYS anxious. I am sure that it has come across in my past blogs. Well, I am going to get going. I need to get my lunch ready for tomorrow. Time to get back on the horse. Ahh, I need to place my next order. I keep forgetting!!! I will set an alarm notice so that I remember to do it tomorrow.

Yay for a new laptop!!!

It's about time too. My laptop crapped out on me about a week ago. I was so over posting from my phone. It's really tedious actually. So that is why I haven't posted lately. I have been pretty good about sticking to protocol. The boy is on a diet as well so that is awesome. He isn't doing protocol though. I haven't yet given him the details and that is okay. Anyway, I have been on TOM for the last few days so my weight is sticking to 200.2lbs. Today should be my last day so I am looking forward to FINALLY reaching Onederland. It is going to be awesome!!! Summer is coming up and I have the cutest bathing suit. It is a little bit too small but I know it will fit once I am at goal. Especially in the bust area. LOL Well, time to go check up on everyone and get my day started. I need to head off to the post office. Happy Releasing.

R5P2D7

Holy Weightless Batman!!! I was not expecting the scale to say 202.1 this morning!!! 2.3lb loss?! I'll take it but I am still shocked. I made sure I was very strict yesterday. I upped my water intake as well. I guess my batch is still good?! Hopefully. I will still be ordering some new stuff though. Other than that, things are good. I enjoyed doing absolutely nothing on my days off. Lol I did get my nails an eyebrows done today. I figure I deserve to pamper myself every once and a while. Plus it has been way too long. Well off to check in on everyone. Happy Releasing!!!

R5P2D6

This round is weird. I'll go up one day then down the next. I don't understand. I am down 2lbs in 6 days. I am seriously wondering if my batch is still good. I have been good with getting all of my food and water in. I really just don't get it. As soon as I can get my computer up and running, I will be placing a new order. I can't do a round like this. I also need to get some tests to find out if this batch is in fact still good or not. No point in wasting it if it is but I think it will be the latter. Anyway, back to fixing my laptop... Or trying to anyway. Happy releasing!!!

R5P2D2

Real quick... Down .4lbs. Weighing in at 0330 is not the most ideal but it will do. I didn't gain much during loading so I am not expecting to see huge losses. Made myself and the bf baked tilapia w tomatoes, potatoes (for him), onions, and a mustard vinaigrette for dinner. P2 friendly wo the potatoes. I'll post the recipe. I think I need to adjust the oven temp though. I need to get some sleep. Hope everyone is well.

R5P2

Today starts R5P2D1. I have decided not to cycle again. First, I have been off protocol for too long to jump back in and although I like the fact that I can do short rounds, I would prefer to just get these last 40lbs gone in one round. I am hoping to get things done in one round anyway. I have to be disciplined. I don't have anything going on at this point anyway. Just hitting sporting events, working, and hanging out in DC. I am up 5lbs from the end of last cycle, but it's no big deal. I am surprised that I have stayed within 5lbs since I ended back in February. I haven't really been paying attention to what I'm eating. I guess, subconsciously, I was making healthier choices. Hardly any bread, not too many sweets. I would allow myself a cheat day though. That was imperative. Anyway, I look forward to catching up with everyone. I know I have been gone for a while but now I am ready for this round and ready to get down to business!!! Happy Releasing/Maintaining!!!

Long overdue

Wow. I think it has been over a month since my last post. Life has really been up during the time I have been gone. Mr As father had a transplant so things were very touch and go. He is doing a lot better now which I am so thankful for. It put a major strain on our relationship but we are working through it. My biggest obstacle is to learn to be patient, not only w him but in general. It's a day to day thing but I can do it.

Needless to say, I have not been back on P2 since this has been going on. I have too much on my plate to worry about it. I have been staying within 5lbs of LIW though. That is good enough for me given the circumstances. I will start back up again in a few weeks. Passover is coming up on the 23rd and I have been invited to Seder. I have never experienced one before therefore I do not want to be rude because I am in the middle of P2. I will start once that is over. This will also give me time to get another order placed. I have roughly 21 days left right now and figure I have 35-40lbs to go so I will need some. Plus I'll have backup in case I need to go longer. Anyway, time to head home from work. I hope everyone is well and apologize for my absence. I am going to work on updating more since things are starting to settle down.